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So, I'm lost.  I really don't know what to do.  For the extremely few who know, I shut down my FB account.  I thought it would help, just getting away from people I know.  The few people I have talked to about what I'm going through, they seem to now want me to shut up.  At least, that's the impression I'm getting whenever I talk again.  I'm told it's not healthy to still be dealing with this, and that I should go and get professional help.

Professional help nearly killed me once.  First time I ever attempted suicide was when I was a teenager, and it was all due to a therapist.  So, needless to say, I'm never going back to see one ever again.

So, the friends I was talking to, talking just so I could vent, they seem to be getting tired of listening to me, and now I'm stuck, alone, again, with no way to really vent.

I really feel lost.
So, I'm lost.  I really don't know what to do.  For the extremely few who know, I shut down my FB account.  I thought it would help, just getting away from people I know.  The few people I have talked to about what I'm going through, they seem to now want me to shut up.  At least, that's the impression I'm getting whenever I talk again.  I'm told it's not healthy to still be dealing with this, and that I should go and get professional help.

Professional help nearly killed me once.  First time I ever attempted suicide was when I was a teenager, and it was all due to a therapist.  So, needless to say, I'm never going back to see one ever again.

So, the friends I was talking to, talking just so I could vent, they seem to be getting tired of listening to me, and now I'm stuck, alone, again, with no way to really vent.

I really feel lost.

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Armando Perez
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
I've lived in Los Angeles my entire life, and don't think I'm gonna be leaving anytime soon.

I'm single, never really had a relationship. I guess I'm what you call a loner.

Currently I'm working trying to start in theatre. I'm going to school right now for it, and I've got a long way to go. I'm also working towards getting a real estate license here in California.

If you've seen my work, you can tell I'm somewhat of a kid and dreamer at heart. Always been a life long Trek fan, and that will never change.

Current Residence: Los Angeles, California
deviantWEAR sizing preference: 4x
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Operating System: Windows XP mainly...
MP3 player of choice: Microsoft Zune 120 gig
Personal Quote: I'm insane, not stupid.
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:iconth3r3v3nan7:
Th3R3v3nan7 Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  New member Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you very much :)
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:icondaihak:
Daihak Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very welcome.
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:iconth3r3v3nan7:
Th3R3v3nan7 Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  New member Hobbyist Photographer
:)
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redsailor Featured By Owner 20 hours ago   General Artist
Thank you for the fav! ^_^
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:icondaihak:
Daihak Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very welcome.
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JackSephton Featured By Owner 23 hours ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave on Giraffe [Thank you note #4] by JackSephton
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:icondaihak:
Daihak Featured By Owner 23 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very welcome.
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mdbruffy Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Thanks for adding "1701-B test" to your collection- and I'll see what I can do in photoshop.
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Daihak Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:D
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muzuki12 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for the fav and the llama
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