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You haunt me, and I don’t want you to.
I’ve spent so much time trying to get you out of my mind, my soul, but yet you’re still there.
Your name, your voice, your very presence, it’s both soothing, and tormenting.
You haunt me, and I don’t want you to.
You confuse me, pushing me away, then asking for my companionship.
You know how I feel, but I don’t know how you really feel.
The things you’ve said, the things you’ve done, drive me crazy.
You just simply confuse me, and haunt me.
I don’t know what to do, what to say.
I’m afraid, too afraid.  Been down this road too many times.
I’m afraid to try, yet afraid not to try, because I don’t know how you really feel.
All those things you said to me, about how you see me, they haunt me.
You haunt me.
What do I do?  My friends don’t know anymore.  I don’t know anymore.
You haunt me, and I don’t want you to, and it’s killing me inside.
Bushey the Sweetie Pie Cat by Daihak

On Thursday, December 11, 2014, we took Bushey to the vet.  He had a blockage of his bladder, serious blockage at that.  We didn't notice anything wrong with him until that very morning.  When we took him, he was starting to fade fast. 

The vet did everything he could to drain his bladder with a catheter, but he used every single catheter, and wasn't able to get past the blockage.  He drained the bladder using a needle, and had Bushey under sedation.  When we were ready to take him to the emergency vet, and our vet was talking to us, one of the assistants had the vet come back to the exam room, and for a man his age, he ran.  He ran, and spent what felt like 10 minutes doing CPR and trying to bring Bushey back, but Bushey was too weak.

The vet did everything he could, but Bushey was gone.

My mom and I cried, and the very next day, neither one of us wanted to really do anything. 

We brought Bushey's body home that night, so that the guy from the pet mortuary that we use could pick him up in the morning.  During the night though, Bushey's mother, Smokey, went into the bathroom, where we were keeping him, and she would nudge him, lick him, paw him, trying to get him to move.  I think she knew when she saw him that he was gone, and she was sad.  When we closed the bathroom, she sat outside the door, and just looked.  She was constantly next to us the last couple days.

During the night, I had a dream about him, a nightmare really.  Dreamed that we had kept him in another part of the house before he could be picked up, and that he came back, but chewed off his tail, which was now stuck under the floor in the back of the house, and he was waiting on the back porch, no tail, and his eyes were dead.

I'm still sad over losing him, considering he was so so young, and we didn't know he was so sick until it was too late.  The nightmare didn't help me feel any better.

Bushey was one of those large cats that was so laid back, you could hold him, and he wouldn't do anything.  Walk around with him, he wouldn't cry or shift around, just look.  He was so soft, you could just pet him for hours and still want to pet him more, and he was so lovable, he'd want you to keep petting him more.  He was so gentle, so sweet.

He was born mid-March 2013.  He wasn't even 2 years old.

I'm going to miss him.
Bushey the Sweetie Pie Cat by Daihak

On Thursday, December 11, 2014, we took Bushey to the vet.  He had a blockage of his bladder, serious blockage at that.  We didn't notice anything wrong with him until that very morning.  When we took him, he was starting to fade fast. 

The vet did everything he could to drain his bladder with a catheter, but he used every single catheter, and wasn't able to get past the blockage.  He drained the bladder using a needle, and had Bushey under sedation.  When we were ready to take him to the emergency vet, and our vet was talking to us, one of the assistants had the vet come back to the exam room, and for a man his age, he ran.  He ran, and spent what felt like 10 minutes doing CPR and trying to bring Bushey back, but Bushey was too weak.

The vet did everything he could, but Bushey was gone.

My mom and I cried, and the very next day, neither one of us wanted to really do anything. 

We brought Bushey's body home that night, so that the guy from the pet mortuary that we use could pick him up in the morning.  During the night though, Bushey's mother, Smokey, went into the bathroom, where we were keeping him, and she would nudge him, lick him, paw him, trying to get him to move.  I think she knew when she saw him that he was gone, and she was sad.  When we closed the bathroom, she sat outside the door, and just looked.  She was constantly next to us the last couple days.

During the night, I had a dream about him, a nightmare really.  Dreamed that we had kept him in another part of the house before he could be picked up, and that he came back, but chewed off his tail, which was now stuck under the floor in the back of the house, and he was waiting on the back porch, no tail, and his eyes were dead.

I'm still sad over losing him, considering he was so so young, and we didn't know he was so sick until it was too late.  The nightmare didn't help me feel any better.

Bushey was one of those large cats that was so laid back, you could hold him, and he wouldn't do anything.  Walk around with him, he wouldn't cry or shift around, just look.  He was so soft, you could just pet him for hours and still want to pet him more, and he was so lovable, he'd want you to keep petting him more.  He was so gentle, so sweet.

He was born mid-March 2013.  He wasn't even 2 years old.

I'm going to miss him.

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Armando Perez
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United States
I've lived in Los Angeles my entire life, and don't think I'm gonna be leaving anytime soon.

I'm single, never really had a relationship. I guess I'm what you call a loner.

Currently I'm working trying to start in theatre. I'm going to school right now for it, and I've got a long way to go. I'm also working towards getting a real estate license here in California.

If you've seen my work, you can tell I'm somewhat of a kid and dreamer at heart. Always been a life long Trek fan, and that will never change.

Current Residence: Los Angeles, California
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Favourite genre of music: Rock
Operating System: Windows XP mainly...
MP3 player of choice: Microsoft Zune 120 gig
Personal Quote: I'm insane, not stupid.
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:icon3liah:
3liah Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite :>
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Daihak Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very welcome.
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mdbruffy Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Thanks for adding "NT Book 11 Advanced Sheet 4" to your collection. Won't be too much longer.
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Daihak Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WOOHOO!!!
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mdbruffy Featured By Owner 21 hours ago
:-)
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ulimann644 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanx for faving my ANDROMEDA-CLASS... :)
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Daihak Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very welcome.
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drumthrasher4hr Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
Hey D, thanks for adding my work to your gallery of favorites! I truly appreciate that!
I live in L.A. also and I know that 'Loner' feeling...and I even have a relationship with a woman but it's for sex only...oh well...that's the good part I guess...anyway thanks again!
 :santa: Merry Christmas!
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Daihak Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Merry Christmas!  I don't have much of a relationship period right now.  What part of L.A. are you in, and were you born here, or from somewhere else?
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drumthrasher4hr Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
I was born here and live in Highland Park right now...just moved from Mt. Washington and graduated from Eagle Rock H.S. And how about you? Native or moved here? Yeah, it's not much of a relationship...she's a beauty, has that California girl look with no brains. Sad really...I actually don't know why she likes me, lol Known her for a long time tho...that's probably it.
Merry Christmas back to ya D!
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